What is awakening

What is Awakening is the deep Feminine Mystery within us all.

It is calling us, louder and louder and this can be either wonderful or pretty disturbing.

Because everyone is running from the deep within. This deep is first the unconscious layer, but underneath there’s the collective unconscious and then, the Feminine Mystery! The Unknown.

This is why we are afraid of the dark, primal, feminine within us. It seems chaotic, unpredictable and out of control. But, we are all also very drawn to it at the same time.

Men often see it in the woman, or women in general, and are drawn to it in her, because it is easier for him to connect to the deep mystery through woman.

But, when the honeymoon is over, the unconscious levels in her are touched and come up. Old trauma, hurt, stories. This is because of love😊 Love draws it up from the deep to be looked at and embraced.

But, then it’s not so pretty anymore, and most men run or get annoyed and angry. They feel disappointed at her, because the “Princess” has gone back into the deep and the raw emotions and stories have replaced the beautiful mystery. Or, so it seems.

We women, we often run from the deep within ourselves towards men, in hopes of being healed and being able to connect with the unknown mystery again in ourselves, that is underneath all the trauma and stories, individual and collective.

But, of course, the men can’t do that. Nobody can.

We can’t abandon ourselves and put the responsibility of feeling loved and happy on someone else! That’s not what love is for.

So, I need to love myself, accept myself first. To come home to my body and this beautiful present moment and embrace it. All of it.

Not just the good parts, the parts I like or the parts others seem to like about me.

I need to just accept all of it! The good and the bad.

I need to realize there is no good and bad in me. Just unintegrated emotions and a lifelong habit to self-abandon, that we all learn from our parents, family, society etc.

This is a huge problem that goes really, really deep… thousands of years of conditioning.

To come home, we need to be ok with the unknown, the feminine mystery within us all. To learn how to be with not having the answers, not being able to fix what seems to be wrong, because nothing is wrong!!!!  We are just disconnected from the Deep within by choosing what is acceptable to feel and analyzing what we are feeling instead of feeling it. And, looking to be loved instead of loving.

This has been going on for millennials and is nothing new. It’s a generational trauma, the original trauma. The separation from the Deep.

Some native tribes were still connected to the deep in little pockets here and there, but in the last centuries the colonialism and Christianity finally erased them too.

But, what is happening now is that we are called back to Her. The deep within our bodies and the Earth. These are inseparable.

Everyone is called, not everyone is answering or responding though.

We women are often more sensitive to this in our bodies and therefore are Awakening sooner, but lot of men are following.

What we are called to do is to put our swords down. To lay down. Stop.

Coming back home by opening to everything, not just what is nice or spiritual or positive or happy. But, all of it. It’s ok. We can do it.

Lot of the time when we think we are depressed or sad, we are just actually touching the unknown mystery within us. If we resist, are scared of it and try run away from it, it might persist and become an “illness”. We are diagnosed with depression or other mental health issues… we go to therapies to analyze the past and talk about our problems which can first be very helpful of course, but, in the long run, if the “symptoms” won’t go away we are described medications.

All this, because the therapist themselves are running from the unknown in themselves…😌

We all, therapists, psychologists, doctors, healers, spiritual guides etc. are running from the original trauma which is the separation from the deep within.

We all need to remember and come back home to ourselves first. To learn to listen, to feel to embrace ourselves and our feelings. To remember what we are. To come back home to our bodies and the planet Earth, Her.